This yellow truck was something that I found on the rocks as I left Tama when I visited you earlier this year. I tried to find it again as another sign but I could feel you today without any tangible proof needed.

I miss you so much Endo and wish I could hug you and listen to music and hang out aimlessly at the beach or in my room all the time like we once did. I know that we’d have an awesome day of activities planned but today is actually a bit gloomy so maybe the beach would be off the cards this time.

You’d be happy to hear that Dana has found herself a best friend at college too and that they do almost everything we did together - even mario kart!!! I still have all of your unbeaten records on that damn game.

Happy 23rd birthday beautiful boy. We are all thinking of you and miss and love you so much that no words can describe.

Yours always, Al. Xxxx