Two years today that you so suddenly left us. The universe was crying with us yesterday in Sydney as I thought of you. There are so many memories I have of us, of you, at Johns and at Tama. I went down with Soph and Dana and we brought you the closest thing I could get to daisies - your mum had told me previously when she visited how you used to pick flowers for her. What a chivalrous gentleman you were Endo!!!!! Whenever I come down to Tama and talk to you I can feel you there. Whether it’s a cold breeze or a feeling inside that just assures me I’m not alone and some mad woman talking out to the ocean with nobody around. But last night more than ever. You were there as my feet were hugged by the ocean that took you, you were there when I curled up into the side of the rocks where we sat that time sheltered from the storm that came over, and you were there as we left just sitting on the edge of a rock and left us a toy truck to let us know. Your mother then told me how you had lost a toy truck as a child and that brought me to tears because it was the biggest sign I’ve ever received from you. I miss you each and every day and I wish I had the chance to say so many more things to you. Thank you for looking out for me and guarding me and giving me the strength to pull through the hard times, just as you helped me through them at Johns. I know you are looking out for the rest of your famil and friends too and you truly are an angel Endo. I’ve had heaps of heartbreaks as you probably know, but this is none like any other. I miss you and I love you. Forever yours Al. 💕